Dysphoria

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The festival today was really fun, but seeing all those shirtless guys walking around made me really jealous. I want that to be me. I want to show of my abs.
Or my manboobs.
Whatever.

And my mom publicly announced me as her daughter. I was sure I had passed before then.

I went in for an autograph from Max Collins of Eve 6 (AWESOME), and he looked a little confused when I told him to make it for Emmett. He seemed alright with it, he just assumed I was a girl.

I just feel myself being so angry all the time. I'm always yelling at my mom and I'm more introverted than ever. I feel like I'm turning into someone else, when all I want to be is myself.

I guess the anger towards my mom comes from her not accepting me as a boy. I just want to bind and pack, and circle 'M' on forms. I want to be a son, a brother, a nephew, a 'he'...
An Emmett.
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